The Big Dream
I want to write a book. It’s a psychological thriller that involves a cult. It’s been in my head for YEARS now. I have a few pages worked out and a rough outline, but usually I just stare at the screen in confusion and fear. I need to get this book out of me!
The Practical Dream
Starting a tutoring/executive functioning coaching business. As a teacher, I know that this business is a demand. The market is probably saturated, but I think I can bring a fresh perspective to help kids who struggle.
The Magical Dream
Opening a gift shop. Something with home goods and local art and tchotchkes. I LOVE stores like this and dream of manning the check out with my dog at my feet and the windows open to the busy street or boardwalk outside.
The In Another Life Dream
Opening a dessert/drinks joint. This would be ‘in another life’ because I’ve worked in the service industry and truly don’t think I could ever go back. BUT, sometimes I just want to go get a drink and a sweet treat. No pressure of a full menu, just a few signature cocktails with a full bar and a rotating menu of my favorite desserts (sticky toffee pudding will always be on the menu).
The Maybe Actually Dream
Becoming an interior architect. My husband told me I’d make a good architect (which was SHOCKING). I love interiors, but not until recently, never considered the small details that go into them. In my head this looks like an at-home office covered with mood boards and swatches of wood, marble, and textile samples. I know that’s more glamorous than what the job actually is, but I will happily spend my days picking which toilet is best for a space!
The Faraway Dream
Picking music for movies and shows. Sometimes, when I hear a great song, I picture a movie scene to go with it. I have no music theory or film knowledge but wouldn’t that be fun?!
So there they are. If I lived until I was 292, I think I would maybe be able to see out all these dreams. I have recently come to love all my passionate whims instead of feel like a lost puppy, but now the question is what do I do with all of these ideas?
Letting dreams stay dreams
Maybe it’s okay that these fun ideas are something to fantasize about. They spark creativity and stretch my imagination way beyond my day to day thinking. I’ve been so conditioned to market all of my hobbies and interests. To make a profit off my creativity and to freelance and side hustle my way to becoming a billionaire.
But, creative entrepreneurs have more grit than I do. I like being lazy on most weekends, and I like having stability to pay for my kids’ tuition and I’d honestly be so bad at doing my own taxes. Some of these dreams I will chip away at, because if I don’t, I think my soul will actually die and I will become a true shell of a person in 20 years. But the other ones, they will stay happily in my head, giving me hope and motivation to become new versions of myself whenever and however I choose.
Normal Things
We are planning a trip to Todos Santos this summer because our friend has a house there. In my dreams, I am sneaking a night in or two at this resort. At the very least a massage or sound bath!
I am wanting to be more bold with my eyewear. This pair from Jimmy Fairly has my attention.
I make the yearbook for our school and I’ve been searching vintage yearbooks for some fun inspiration. I stumbled upon this blog post that is making me wish I could put this sort of editorial flair on our yearbook. The illustrations!
Not a day goes by where I don’t search for jewelry. I want to be covered in stacks on my fingers and wrists and neck, but I have a hard time piecing together the items I truly desire. This ring though. I think I need it.
Getting back to my woo-woo self with this activation (like meditations) app. I am impressed with the founder and sometimes it can feel a bit cheesy, but it is helping me stay present and stand in my worth.
Until next time.
T